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vrijdag, 14 September 2012 20:52

P.ankh's notes

i think therefore i am was a mistake /// being..  it's only that..even before thinking // sometimes i enter a shiny instant of beauty and aesthetic perfection where everything makes sense // difficult to keep it and distill it in words // real enough to let me trust and search a path again // like it has always been.

speaking of human beings, consideration and acknowledgement for themselves is a simple need for everyone // sense of belonging is coming right after, driven by loneliness and fears // but often we are able to mess things up like no other existing species // reality after version 1.0.. with rules, borders and monsters is messy // look around how complex we made it // not simple and steady as we have all the capacity for it // our sense of responsibility as species  is missed in a frenetic race to enjoy the present and fuck the rest //  are we doing our best?am i? 

things are happening fast everyday

apparently, people, if they are lucky enough to be born on the comfy side of the world have only the choice to apply to be happy and pay the bills (whichever kind of allowed happiness) // the current model society is not providing any other solution

we can just try to realize ourselves by choosing from the range of "representations of me" available and created for our own needs, benefits or interest---- there's some chance of strange and creative individual DIY solutions but necessarily subjected  to the capacity to be employed and/or absorbed by the current market and civil world.  some  more, some other less attractive choices are offered to us  to gain some kind of specific skills, nice dresses, status and some  gadgets ---hopefully some spair time left for us ---  but this, that we call time is already at this point trapped into routines and rails where it is distorted and stolen from us ---.--  dreams swapped for inducted needs --- imagination only slightly practiced out of the permitted zones

as i am how can i be?

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